Aduhai..biarku jadi ustaz don untuk dirimu…

Pelatku bukan la kekedahan, ambo cakap Kelantan pun dah jarang-jarang, di Kl lagila…speaking KL memanjang, speaking org putih..hancuw macam tu jugak, naseb badan..huhu.

Dulu kat matriks, belajaq kat kedah pun tak sempat khatam, naik tegeliaq lidah nak berucap…tapi sayang kat kedah, macam-macam ada..huhu, kat sana macam dah kg halaman, suasana sama dan serupa macam Kelantan..pastu, dan dan tu jugak  teringin isteri daripada utagha, kedah mai lani.. ntahlaa, insyaallah, mudah allah berkati doa diri semasa muda..masa tu suci bersih lg hati,..mudah2an makbul..harap-harap jadila…^_^. Amin biiznillah.

Namun itulah, sesekali layan ceramah ustaz di astro, kekadang terbayang tuk jadi sepetahnya..humble dan tawaduk..smart taw  tengok perwatakan ustaz…dari jernih air muka, hingga kelakuan susuk tubuh..tip top complete..indahnya biduanita yg bersamanya..

Aku…?

Ku tahu kau dambakan lelaki sehebatnya, mampu mendidik dan mengajarmu di saat memerlukan… sedangkan ak cuma lulusan sma yg picisan..disebut tak hebat, tak disebut org tak heran..

Tidaklah..?

Bukan lah dirimu saje ingin kan seseorang sprt don, beliau ustaz, terbaik dan terpuji cirinya…aku juga ingin diriku sehebatnya…Cuma itulah, setiap manusia ada pasang siapnya…pasang siapku hanyalah begini…sekadar diriku yg serba kerdil…

Tapi…?

Berilah ak peluang untuk jadi ustaz don kepada dirimu….biarlah aku yg berusaha tuk  menjaga dan mendidik mu...ak rindu berbakti kepada kedua ibu bapa mu…moga doa ku ingin kucupi dahi-dahi mereka dimakbulkan…ak bukan la anak yg terbaik..tapi ak rindukan berbakti tuk mak dan abah, selepas ku berbakti kepada mami dan abah..

Anggap lah ak ustaz mu dan anggaplah aku imam mu..kerna ku beria tuk memandu mu dan memacu rumahtangga kita kearah yg diredhai dn diberkati…anak-anak biarlah jadi pelita keluarga, kita didik ia saat mereka membutuh didikan dan asas keimanan..marilah kita bersama..mendidik mereka tanggjawab kita.

Usahlah..?

Rezki, makanan, harta..janganlah dirisaukan..serahkan la kepada ku, akan ku cuba yang termampu…ku yakin saat kita bersama..allah pasti mempermudahkan... memang ku membutuhkan mu tuk mencari rezki bersamaku..ku bersyukur dirimu yang redha tuk membantu ku menyara kehidupan kita…ku mengizinkan, cuma jgn lah mu terlalu risau ttg itu..biarla diriku yang memikirkannya untukmu…insyaAllah..dengan izin allah, aku pun tidak redha tuk melihat diri mu kesusahan bersamaku…percayalah..dan bertahanlah dengan ku..ku akan berusaha tuk kita..

Awak, don atau tak don diriku…ku harap kau terimalah diri ni seadanya..insyaallah, aku cuba jadi yg terbaik untuk dirimu, keluarga mu..dan bakal anak-anak.

Wallahu ghalibun ala amrih….insyaAllah bizzinillah. aa ‘aa <3 p="">

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh…

Salam permulaan, salam kembali, salam tautan bagi sebuah perpisahan yang panjang di blog ini. Bertahun terbiar, bertahun terkubur..Alhamdulillah, ada cahaya masih dan ada nyawa tuk penulis picisan ni.

Saban tahun berdiam diri, saat kini muncul kembali..pasti ada cerita yg ingin dihajati dan ingin dikongsi…ia bukan lah nasihat, cerpen atau story morry bagai dahulu kala lagi..Cuma sekadar  luahan sepi  dan tinta kasih buat pembaca tersayang ku hormati…ku menunggu dan tak berganjak sedikit pun..Insyaallah bizznillah ^_^ .

Pena tidak lagi setajam dulu, otak kini kian tumpul tapi perasaan yang membeku dlu..tercair dek kehangatan yang datang…alhamdulillah, tersangat ku hargai..semoga penetapan allah atas segala-galanya..

Persis badai yang melanda dan pasir di persisiran pun berubah..begitu lah saat tibanya ujian, pasti ada pasang dan surutnya..bersabarlah, bertahan lah hati-hati  ^_^, insyaallah pasti ada hikmahnya..

Luahan…adakah kau sampai..luahan adakah kau didengari…aduhai hati-hati, percayalah..ku tak memerlukan pertemuan untuk melafazkannya, ku tak memerlukan perjumpaan untuk menceritakannya…tapi cukuplah sekadar doa-doa ku sampai dan didengari Nya..insyaallah, pasti turut tergetar hati yang diingini meraikannya…dan saat kau merasai..percayalah ianya adalah dari hati……………………………………hati yang tak putus menantii kepulanganmu… : )

Dah cukup sekadar ini..bahagian intro sudah tercipta..insyaallah. semoga allah melindungi mu di balik sana…..percayalah hati-hati ini dicipta untuk ditautkan…semoga allah merestuinya…Amin.

Buat pemilik doa…Wallahu ghalibun ala amrih….

^_^  

 See u in future….^_^  <3 :="" p="">

The 10 things that I want to have

10 things that are firstly burst out from my little head (but still smart enough I think….he3, just bluffing maa...) are:

What could be the first I think in the future time that I want to buy is a phone. Not just a regular phone..but it’s must be a smart..Smart and very smart phone. Lately, I was thinking about an iphone..3gs or iphone 4. I don’t care….as long as it is an iphone. Why? Don’t really know what is so sure that i choose it more than other’s brands. However, blackberry is always an optional for me after the iphone. Hu3.

Secondly, I would like to have a watch…a real watch, and highly branded type maa..i likes pierre cardin or allan deloin brands…even a lot of their design products are not really cantik, I think…but still ada yg menarik jugak…tp yg penting jenama tu, biar ade klass…hu3.

Third, hmmmm.. I think it is a camera. May be the compact one’s not the SLR or EOS kind’s…coz their price are so expensive…and hu3, skarang masih could not afford it maa.. by the way, what it’s most important for the compact camera that I need is their pixels/mega pixels..the higher it is, the best capture images will be…money budget that I will spend for it…may around of thousand ringgit. Asking you? Is it enough…hu3?

The fourth one, hmmmm…I know..that must be a car…or a motor cycle. Should this one comes first I think…but hu3, all of you have know rite, buy a car is not as an easy as buying other things…It involve with a lot of procedures, moneys and things…it sound leceh kan…hu3.xpelah…satu2.hu3

Yang kelima, aiiya….have no idea already maa..rasa cam banyak barang nk beli sebelum ini tapi duit x de…. But now, I really have to think a lot about what I’m going to have….hu3. ha3..shoes? yes..it’s true..i need a pair of shoes….must be the in white color, and I prefer leather…coz it’s always be my dream to have it…….insya Allah.

Six…perfumes…ha3, so sad…..just now i’ve only have two.

Seventh, a handbag…yes, women handbag….will be for my mum..of course.

Eight, a hard disk…one’s for me…and one’s for my dad. I plan to buy a 500 GB of external hard drives…what do you think the price of it, right now? It’s more than 200 hundreds or less, tell me y’all?

Ninth, I need golds….could be a rings, jongkong…or dinars. All I accept it..hu3.

And ten,………………………………….hu3. I don’t know…I leave to y’all to decide..k. ha3.

Blackberry vs iphone?

Apple iphone and blackberry...

i am wondering, which one's better?..

Hu2...couldn't help to have both of this smartphones...

another 1 month to go...then, hope the dream will come true...

insya allah...amin.

gameweek 8- EPL

Fantasy premier league....

for the next game on 16 Oct..i've made up my mind as players for my team's that are going to be choosed nanti:

one is for goalkeeper...and peter sorensen is the man; i think it will be better to choose peter instead of foster. even actually there is no obvious differences between of this two players. both of them are very good, well-played and very consistent at making-point. arsenal fight birmingham or bolton vs stoke..hu3. u choose then? coz i made mine...

defenders....hmm, as usual, 3 better than 4...or five. it's really hard to predict whose teams will give better performance, not to conced any goals....hmm, for me, 3 from 5 players (toure, showcross, ashley, craddock and a new transfered player, dann)...still with usual choices, toure, ashley and showcross. hope them perform well for the next game. for the back-ups...till the next another games maa.

come to the most important part, the midfileders, the playmaker of every games for soccer. i've nasri...and i saw his playing role in arsenal aftr cesc got injured...hmm, very skillful...think he will get much point for next games, through assists and may be scoring a few goals...he3..(but still hope ur value will increase lah nasri, i spent a lot for u....tau), then nani...hmm,adakah beri nani as a captain is really a smart choice. most of my midfield players are good and can give high points...but from all of them, which one is better?nanilah kot...according to his record..yearghh, his capable lah....and lagi, m.united will be played WBA jerr, at home pulak tu...hmmm, confirm bantai lah punya..jaga baik !!!..he3. 3 mores to go are etherington (stoke), malouda (chelsea) and yaya toure (m.city)...hu3. chelsea konfirm menang, but...stoke? hmmmm, hope etherington will continues his superb moves and making goals again.....insyaallah. Malouda...most valuable player of this season..confirm arr masukkan dia. ..keh3x.

finally, my strikers...walaupun ada 3 orang, drogba is only player yang konfirm main...as he is the chosen one orang kater...he3..so there is nothing to worry about him much...but another two players are really problem maa...hu3, nak jual sayang...x jual turun harga..hmm, pening2..